realized that I’d never be back…

Flying into a sunset

did you ever want something so badly                
you pile emotion after emotion
up so high that it reaches the sky?
the years go by until a decade is assembled
then one day you read a book
which takes a premise from your soul
weaves it into the thread and plot
hands you what you wanted for so long
you start crying for days
even dream you are crying in your sleep
but you wake – you actually are crying
this happens two nights in a row
you write a private blog to the author
who you have known all this time
they read it but give you no response
perhaps this is the day, this is the moment
that I left the planet for good
realized that I’d never be back…
(Copyright 01-20-13)

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